When I was a kid I was never cute. You know, the chubby type which you want to hug and kiss and pinch their faces. I was never that type! I always say, I was never cute, I was gorgeous! But of course, we all know I was kidding.
On a different note: People really dont get me. Its very hard for them to read me because its hard for me to warm up in 24 hours. I feel that I had too much friends before and I dont feel the need to like all people now. I feel that I do not owe anyone any explanation. I feel that if you dont like me, who the hell cares???
Where was I?
Oh, so growing up I was skinny. I was called Twiggy though I didnt know who twiggy was way back. Had I known that she was a supermodel, it would have prodded me to pursue modelling. Hahahaha! I was called a lizard and a walking bone and that dogs will chase me. Well, I was also called flat-nosed but that was true so why bother!
Anyway, growing up I didnt really thought of dieting but I started gaining weight at 25 and the bad part is: All the fat was evenly distributed to my tummy and I felt like a chicken.
On a different note: People really dont get me. Its very hard for them to read me because its hard for me to warm up in 24 hours. I feel that I had too much friends before and I dont feel the need to like all people now. I feel that I do not owe anyone any explanation. I feel that if you dont like me, who the hell cares???
Where was I?
Oh, so growing up I was skinny. I was called Twiggy though I didnt know who twiggy was way back. Had I known that she was a supermodel, it would have prodded me to pursue modelling. Hahahaha! I was called a lizard and a walking bone and that dogs will chase me. Well, I was also called flat-nosed but that was true so why bother!
Anyway, growing up I didnt really thought of dieting but I started gaining weight at 25 and the bad part is: All the fat was evenly distributed to my tummy and I felt like a chicken.
I have thin arms, thin legs but really bloated belly! So I think that dieting will help me gain the goddesshood I once had. Hahahaha!
I would like to convince myself that if I diet religiously I will look like a Victoria's Secret Angel. But hey! Im too old to kid myself so what I just want to achieve is not to bite my inner cheek, no thigh-rubbing, no heartburn and be healthy. I do not want to starve myself just by eating biscuits and waste a life trying to look like somebody I know I never will be.
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